This is true in so many ways. Especially when it feel like you have nothing but tears to comfort you. I don't like to bother people with all my life and family problems and drama, and when you have to be the strong one that holds it together ( or seems like it so they think that nothing is wrong). Everyone one is moving on and I am stuck in the same place or even moving backwards. Why even bother trying and putting myself out there, when it's not worth it. Sometimes you just need someone special..

What an adventure

These past few weeks have been quite the adventure. Some things still have there challenges but it has seem to calm down a little bit. I am so thankful to have such great friends to get me through. On a lighter note, other than that I've thrown a bachelorette party and my bestie got married! The bachelorette party was eventful, yet a little stressful. So i thought I had everything together, rented a limo and I called to confirm the time earlier that day, it was going to pick all of us up after we went bowling to take us to dinner. At least that is was I thought... so 6:15 rolled around and that is when he was suppose to pick us up to take us to Texas Roadhouse for dinner, I gave him a little leeway cause it was just 6:15 but never the less after that I started to freak out!!  I couldn't get a hold of him, 2 hours later he finally shows up tries to crack jokes that we not funny and I was so pissed. He is first of all late, second he brings the wrong limo and inside was gross. After all that I was livid and to top it all off I felt like I was being judged, and of course I let it get to me. After dinner and I had time to kinda cool off, it seem to be getting better, we even got pulled over lol:) which was the highlight of the night!, and even though i was still a little ticked off everyone kept telling me that it was fine and that they had fun so I guess that is all that matters.

Then a week later my bestie Brittanee got married, what a long but fun and beautiful day. Got to meet some of the funniest guys ever and the bride and groom looked amazing. It was such a touching ceremony, cried a little, it was perfect. When I say her dad give her away he started to cry and that's when I lost it. When it was all said and done what a perfect group of people to hang around all day with. I love you guys so much :) Then as the night grew to a close it was time to throw the bouquets and garter Brittanee's litlle brother caught the garter and i caught the bouquet. Then they had to leave but they had a little trouble getting into their car lol:) it wasn't me! So here are some pics of that day.

My BBL!!

What is BBL? Well you see it's long but short story, lets just put it as late night/not all there text. BBL means Bestie Bud Love :) , basically just a best friend. I am so lucky to have my BBL, apparently she is the only one I want to talk to when I'm not all there. So she has to put up with all my text but she is always there for this girl :)  You know how things happen for a reason?, well i think that I left my last job so could meet my BBL. She has become one of my best friends over the last three years, and this may sound really cheesy but I am truly grateful for her. She has helped me get through some crazy times, and we always have each others backs (aka: The Mean Girls). Now she is getting married and she has asked me to be her MOH (Maid of Honor) and I am so excited, but a little nervous I don't want to let her down, and I just want everything to be perfect. I know that it will all end up okay but the Bridal Shower and Bachelorette Party have to be LEGENDARY! I want her to go out in style, I'm just hoping that everything works out and I will show people why she chose me. Not only because I'm dependable but that I know what I'm doing (even though sometimes I don't) and that I will impress them. I shouldn't care about what anyone think but I know how girls can be and I just don't want them to think that I didn't do a good job and that they can do better, but the only opinion that I should care about is my BBL Brittanee .Now the wedding is approaching and I'm still not quite all done with all my party plans. I'm a little nervous to ask for help cause I don't want anyone to think that I can do it... but I'm sure it will be fine...

Another thing that I'm a nervous about it my dress.. I'm not the ideal girl but lets just hope that my shake weight will help me out (aka: Sessy by August!) but the good thing is that my BBL Brit said that I can wear a cardigan if I want :) and that is why she is my BBL, she understands me and my insecurities. Well I think that I have blabbed about how great she is so here are some pics of some great times!!
                                        

         

                                                         Going to see Hangover 2!

                                                        Meagan's Bachelorette Party

                                                                 Our sweet straws!

                                               First night in Vegas and hitting the slots!

                                                      Getting ready to go to Disneyland!

                                                        Disneyland Ponchos!

                                                  Disneyland and California Adventures!

                                                            Fossil and our bestie bracelets!

                                                                  Paris in Vegas!

                                                              Kelsy's birthday party!

Needless to say we always have fun!!! BBL's Forever!   :)

Camping Out!

This past weekend some friends and I had a little overnight camp out. It was so much fun, we made chicken patties and hot dogs and it was all delicious but the best part was the squeezies drinks they are so yummy! We are kind of addicted right now, but for a good reason they are all sorts of delicious. So we pitched our tent (with no instructions, but we figured it out) it was awesome there was three pieces that connected together, it was freaking great that way we could talk to each other (like a family :) ) My BBL Brit and I bought some footie pj's a little while ago and we put them to use, even though they are so toasty.. and of course we had to take some pics (that are priceless) they truly brought out the kids in us. I don't think that have worn any since I was a child, the only disadvantage to them is the temperature change, one minute you are hot (so you take off blankets) and the next you're cold so you cover back up.. There a pain but so worth the fashion statement!!


The next morning we made bacon, sausage and chocolate chip waffles (which I had never had before) that were so yummy. Soon after it was time to get all cleaned up so we could get ready for the work week ahead of us :( . I didn't want it to be over but every good thing has to come to an end, but here are some pictures :).

Great Season WIG!

Congratulations Wasatch! What a great season and such a fantastic experience. I had so much fun this season, getting to work with Sumer, Cory and Tiffany was an experience I will never forget. We had an amazing show this year and without them it wouldn't have been what is was, plus I am so fortunate to have worked such funny and talented people. I wish that the season didn't have to end, I have made friends that have made me a better teach and become closer with the friends that I already had.  I can't believe how much fun we had this year and one of the reasons it because of the girls. I know that I have said this before but they really are so talented and funny people, and even though we had girls leave us in the beginning and am grateful that they did cause the girls that replaced them were awesome! This year I became closer with girls that we taught, they made it all worth it to go to guard Wednesday night and early Saturday mornings.

This past weekend we had our State Championships, they did so good. It was kind of nerve racking that it was going to be there last performance I wanted them to do well. Prelims they took 1st and did great, but when finals came around the sadness started to set in. I didn't want it to be over, but during WIGs final performance it didn't matter as much that is was all over they made me so proud. During the performance i felt myself start to tear up then I started to think back to where we start and how far we have come along and how much fun we had getting there. Wasatch had an amazing show we were all so proud of them, now all we had to do is wait to see what the judges thought........ And they must of thought it was good cause our score improved about 3 points and 1st overall. It was gold medals of us, and man did they serve it. So here are so pics of our crazy Wasatch family. :)

                                                        I love my Wasatch Family!!